the apprehension of a fool

there must be a secret on how to determine

detect and examine that love is blooming

there must be a way to know and understand

that I am not confused but just neglecting


tell me so at once for I am in trouble

speak it to my ears and let my heart understand

that my way of analyzing is the other way around

maybe, I am aware but afraid to own to it


perhaps there is a better way for me to accept

that my heart has changed and it has been mended

that my lingering grudge has long passed away

the erratic beat of my heart was because of someone else


maybe, my grudge and frustration were stronger than my love

such a vile situation hindered my heart to be at peace

if ever you see me crying, heal my heart. Touch it

thaw the unrequited love that built up around it


if you see me walking in the rain, don't bring me an umbrella

if it's not too much to ask, play in the rain with me

at least let me experience happiness in distress